Accounting's over and done with, at last! 2 more papers to go.

And yes, I'm hanging on just fine. (:

Maggie Mee + Pepsi + midnight = lethal combination going straight into my thighs.

But who cares, 'tis the only joy in my currently miserable life consisting of studying from morning till night. It's been some time since I've been able to actually watch the day turn into night. Nowadays, before I know it, I look out the window and it's night-time ):

Roomie Han and I were talking about the side-effects of mugging too hard, and I wonder why I've never noticed this before, but mugging 24/7 is probably the best way to lose weight. You just get sucked into this strange zone where you feel numb all over and hunger and such human desires disappear. I really believe I've never mugged so hard before in my life. Which also makes me feel a little sad.

Been tossing and turning around in my bed since 1am, and finally gave up.

This is so shitty, and just when the day ahead is gonna be a long one too! Ugh.

All the best to everyone! :D

Peppermint mocha is mucho mucho love <3

Been happy for three consecutive days, this bodes well for the upcoming exams! :D I think I really feed on the energies of other people. When I see familiar, friendly faces I feel so much happier. That's not to say I don't love you guys, any NTU friends who are reading this! It's just, you know, the feeling of security and a great sense of comfort.

And I'm glad to say that my threshold for FM has increased! I managed to get through like, 2 lectures worth of notes without dozing off. Good job, Jiayi!

Okay, back to mugging for now.

New favourite studying music - iTunes radio! The jazz stream is reallyyyy good! Listening to it now makes me happy (:

All projects finally ended, and the last lesson worth going to will end by tomorrow too! So I will be heading back home where joy awaits and away from this sickening hall. LIBERATION!

I am obviously so much happier now. HAHA.

OMG, what a busy week it has been! I now have a major sleep debt to pay off. Thank goodness I have no lessons/project meetings tomorrow; I can finally sleep all I want. :D

Feeling a great sense of relief now that both the accounting mid-terms and FM pop quiz are over, although there's still FM report and Biz plan to go. But anyhow I attribute this relief to how I feel like I am finally back in control. Spent far too much time in the honeymoon mood previously but now all's fine and dandy. (I think)

I've been pretty much sucked in by all the things happening to people around me that I've been neglecting my own welfare for far too long. This is both good and bad, because the happy/sad energies are all accumulating in me and it's causing a lot of confusion. But anyway, an important lesson learnt this week is that forgiving someone is really so much easier than brooding over it and causing both you and the other party so much distress.

Hopefully this positive energy doesn't run out too fast. I need as much of it to last as possible to make mugging so much more bearable.

P.S. Thanks for that "prank", Wayne Teo. It was quite funny lah, haha

Madly addicted to the song. Shitz.

Flying objects are invading the room. And no, I'm not talking about UFOs. Not even remotely close. More like, six-legged creatures with hideous faces.

Been confused about certain things recently, and still am. Hopefully these thoughts will either clear up eventually or disappear into the deep realms of my subconscious mind where they will then be forgotten forever.

A beautiful poem I chanced upon recently and forgot about until now:

( Poetry lovers, click me )

Thanks to Marj, I am now an early adopter of Google Wave. Right now it just seems like a more advanced MSN though, still need to do some exploration to find out what's so good about it exactly.

Halloween is coming but I'll most likely be spending it mugging. How sad.

 Attempting to study in xuannie's hall now but failing terribly. 

What a sucky deepavali public holiday it has been so far. ):

It's so upsetting to read everyone's blogs and find out that they are so unhappy with their lives now. What's wrong with uni? Why is it sucking up everyone's soul? Uni is supposed to be, you know, fun and enriching. Not draining and annoying, as it currently is. I'm even getting tired of socialising. Perhaps it was a bad idea taking up the friendly persona, now it's too late to go back and become a loner.

I'm totally delaying work on the final paragraph on my essay, which I know is cui beyond words. Bye bye, 20%. Hello, stupidity.

Jia Yi needs motivation. In return she will flash you a big smile. I totally nailed the concept of consideration.

I was terrorized by a total of 4 (and still counting) flying ants and a lizard today. ): Hall life sucks more than ever now. Thank you roomie han for your bravery! :D

And we both took the first step in improving our social life in hall, by joining the social subcomm. I realise today I actually forgot that I applied for FOC subcomm too, which, according to mieomieo, I got into as well. Shitz?! I always create trouble for myself.

Been having loads of satisfying HTHTs recently, think I'm opening up more to the idea of actually sharing my private thoughts with people. Good/bad thing? Dunno, but I think it's actually quite fun to talk to people about such things.

And a list of things to complete to remind myself how screwed I am:

• Accounting project
• Biz Law Assignment
• IT Database
• FM Tutorial Presentation
• Accounting Quiz

RAWRRR.

ARGHHHH.

Why is it Sunday already? I am so not ready for another 7 weeks of mad rush! This has been a generally horrid week. I haven't been sleeping enough, haven't had fun at all, and haven't finished studying whatever I set myself out to. What the hell have I been doing? :/

OK, I need to calm down and have a cupcake.

Recess Week starts for me in officially 12 hours' time! YAY! Although it is already packed with project meetings, mugging sessions, driving lessons and all. MLIA.

I think I have yet to stay at home for one whole day since school started 7 weeks ago ): I shall reflect a little about school life when I am in a better mood to blog.

Am having so much fun reading MLIA now. Although FML is still funnier, because I am a sadist and I love it when people's lives suck more than mine. GMH is sucky shit.

73 days to Bangkok!! How awesome (: I'm really, really looking forward with it, and it'll be the first time I'm travelling with the S33 loves (albeit only 3 of them)!

Last night was crazy shit, I had so many things to do within the night, but I managed to get them all done! Which is why I am feeling a sense of liberation now! :D Thank goodness for my MSN buddies who actually do not know that they somehow managed to motivate me to get my work done.

I think I need to stop taking up social appointments and also stop accepting duties which I have no faith in completing. This weekend I swear I will stay at home except for driving lessons and tuition. Oh wait, crap, there's Wayne's chalet on Saturday! ): Plan - immediate failure.

Never mind, I will continue to ride on this sense of liberation and ignore all other work that needs to be done until they are desperately due.